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The 12th single will be released on June 25th

 

“Make or Break”

I’ll be in your care

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Being able to release another single

Is thanks to all the Buddies!

 

 

 

 

 

 

To everyone who always supports us, thank you very much ( ¨̮ )

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Everyone is the reason for my activities

My source of energy.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Truly, truly thank you very much

for always staying with me

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The formation was announced the other day

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

This time, I was chosen as a BACKS member

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I experienced so many new things during the 11th single

I felt a strong thrill

 

 

 

 

And above all

I was really glad that each and every one who supported me was happy for me

 

I was happy

That your feelings were moved

Even more than mine

As if they were your own ( ¨̮ )

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

That’s why this time, I have complicated feelings that I can’t put into words

 

The experiences I had during the 11th single are very important to me so

With just that, I ended up thinking about how I wasn’t enough and what I could have done more

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Pity and disappointment

There are many days when I end up hating myself.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

And, this time,

I was selected as the BACKS center

 

Since I didn’t expect it at all

I was really surprised

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I didn’t know what it meant and my head was about to burst

 

 

 

 

Being chosen

I can look forward to it and accept it, but

Wondering if there are only positive reasons

When I think about the reality of it from different perspectives

There are still moments when it hurts

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

And,

I also painfully understand that there are definitely people who have doubts and negative feelings about this

It’s also true that I got scared

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Different emotions were mixed and after the announcement

I couldn’t stay still,

I asked if we could talk

But it didn’t work

 

 

 

 

But a few days later, why you refused what we talked about at that time

Was because there was a reason like this

That’s what I was told

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Words are difficult

Because different people accept and understand them differently

Their heaviness and lightness, the intensity and such

I don’t think the colors will match up 100%

 

 

 

 

 

 

That’s why

After that day, the number of days when I couldn’t sleep easily increased

I’ve been thinking about it in my head all the time

I recently realized

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

There are still some parts that I need to sort out, but

 

The things that can only be felt during this period

Taking them in properly

I want to find an expression that can only be done at this moment.

Including all kinds of emotions

I want to move forward.

 

 

 

 

Without forgetting to be grateful, I’ll do my very best

Please take good care of me.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

It’s thanks to all of you that I can hold on when things get tough

 

The moment of happiness during my activities is when I imagine that I’ll make everyone happy

 

 

 

 

Every day, I have feelings that I can’t convey to everyone with just the 5 characters of arigato

Thank you very much as always

 

I love you( ¨̮ )

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I love meet and greet where I can communicate with everyone

 

The second round of applications has begun

The deadline is tomorrow at 14:00

I’ll be waiting ( ¨̮ )

 

 

 

https://fortunemusic.jp/sakurazaka_202506/

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Although I might not have conveyed well

I wrote about what I feel now in my own way

 

Spending the 12th single, with the members I love

With everyone I love,

Makes me happy.!

 

Thank you very much for reading until now

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I’m also looking forward to the real meet and greet on the weekend 🧸

 

 

 

 

 

 

See you

 

 

 

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