Secret (Yamakawa Ui) (2025.09.12)

Good evening 🌙

Thank you very much for opening my blog ⊹ ࣪ ˖



I received the baton from Hii-chan, who looks really great in girly outfits as well ☁️



I’m Yamakawa Ui from Miyagi, 19 years old 🌸



I secretly admire Hiiro who looks good in any outfits because of her tall height and good proportions 💭


People tend to think that I’m short, but I’m actually almost 160cm tall 🤫

So, it’s not like I’m that short, but I’ve always admired tall and slender girls 💭


I want to catch up to Hiiro someday,,,! I still haven’t given up on my dream of reaching 170cm 😉🌱






Come to think of it, Chii wrote on her blog that ever since she saw me with curled hair, she came to love that hairstyle too 🫶🏻

I don’t usually style my hair, but there was one time where I showed up with my hair curled

I’m happy that she still remembers it, so I’m posting photos from that day~





My hair’s a little messy though 🤫
I usually only wear my hair straight, so my vibe feels quite different, doesn’t it?

Maybe I should have my hair curled my hair from time to time 🎀




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🌸 Thank you very much for the relay solo YouTube streams!!



I really had so much fun, the 30 minutes went by in a flash! I wanted to talk to everyone more though 🥲


I also looked forward and watched the others’ streams every dayーー🫶🏻
Be sure to watch the archived streams too ⊹ ࣪ ˖



I was in charge for the 9th day, and I suddenly got really nervous a few seconds before the stream started,

So when the stream started, I was panicking like “What should I doー!” inside 💧

It feels like I understood what it was like being nervous again after a long time,!



This might seem surprising, but I’m actually a very nervous person

When I have to speak in front of people, my hands and voice would shake, my face would get so red, it was so obvious that I was feeling nervous, so much more than others,,, 💧


However, I feel like my nervousness doesn’t really show anymore since entering Sakurazaka46, somehow 💭


I tried pondering about it, and it might be because a lot of things feel so unreal, I didn’t really internalize it…?

Even if I felt far removed from reality, I’m sure deep down inside I was feeling really nervous 😖💭




People often tells me “You’re so put-together”
But that’s probably just my nervousness turning out wrong… 🤫 lol

I’m sure that the more I feel nervous, the more I speak in a formal way,,,


But if that made people think I’m put-together, maybe it benefitted me a bit after all…? 🍉



But actually, I’m someone who gets told “You’re just like a 5 year old child!” by my friends often 😑 lol

I think there’s still a lot of me that I still haven’t shown to everyone


It might take some time to show all of my sides, so I’ll keep it secret for a while 💌



If you watch me intently, you might see them little by little…?

Please watch over me 🍀




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🌸 Thank you very much for the online meet & greet and autograph event!


I was paired with ʰᵃʳᵘ⁻ˢᵃⁿ for the meet & greetー! We ate our bentos together during our wait time 🫶🏻




The autograph event was much more difficult than I thought, I was in a panic,,, I didn’t have enough eyes, ears, hands, nor time…! 🥲

I really wanted to put in so much more on the signing paper, and there were some requests I couldn’t fulfill either,,, what a shame （ ; ; ）

I’ll continue to grow, so I hope you’ll look forward to the next autograph event!

I’ll write something even better next time 🥲





Speaking about autographs, I actually have something I want to tell everyone about someday…!

Actually, there’s a secret hidden within my autograph…


I’m sure you can tell that it’s composed of a cherry blossom petal and the letters “Ui” in a glance 💭


But other than that, I have one more letter mixed in there…


How many of you have noticed that,,,?
The answer will be in my next blog post! 💌



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Look, look!

Isn’t it super cuteー!?



This is actually given to me by Riko-san!! ✨

It’s soo cute,,, I’m soo happy,,,


It’s actually a blush-on, but it’s so cute that I can’t bring myself to use it… 🥲
But when I tried putting it on my hand, it actually has glitter in it, sooo sooo cute （ ; ; ）

Moreover, it’s a matching item with Riko-sanー!
What a treasure!! I’ll keep cherishing it 🥲♡




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Well then, I’ll pass the baton to Momo-chan, who will be in charge tomorrow 🍑
Thank you very much for reading my blog!


I just realized that I was always so focused on wrapping up my blog that I haven’t written anything about Momo-chan at all…! （ ; ; ）


I’ll tell you a story about Momo-chan’s height today 🌱


We often have to wear shoes with heels for our photoshoots, but since Momo-chan is tall, she rarely wears heels

There are days when my height catches up to Momo-chan’s ✨


When that happens, if I say “I’m taller than Momo-chan today!” she’ll react frustratedly, and that’s just so cute it makes me so happy
So I just can’t help but to want to mess with her

Sorry for always messing with you 🍑

It’s a rare privilege, so please bear with me,,, 😖🫶🏻 lol





With that being said…! My next blog will be on Sunday, September 21st!
Please come again to read it relaxedly. I’ll be waiting 🌸



And by the time my next blog post comes around, I’ll be celebrating my 20th birthday! 🍰✨

Please take care of the 20 year old me as well ⊹ ࣪ ˖




Well then, here’s my photo of the day 📷


[Text: Looks like it’s going to get a lot of colder next week…! Please pay attention to your body’s condition as the season changes 🙂 Let’s eat lots of good foods~]

You’ve done your best today as well🌙
I hope tomorrow will also be a wonderful day.