I didn’t know the way that you spent your mornings was filled with kindness too
You would still sit beside me even though there were other empty seats, things like that
I’d also wonder things like how you’re fine with using the straw I just drank with
So you laugh like this when you’re really laughing
“When you cry, I have to hold you!” Is what I’ve come to think
You told me about the past that weren’t good memories at all,
You also told me that those things don’t matter anymore because the present is fun
You make sure you don’t forget to say thank you
And you let me lean on you as well
You said you took a good picture and showed it to me with a smile
Lying down on the lawn together and doing nothing
Waa, you’re really cute and I’m moved in a new way
You said something cute to me, “Why don’t we wear matching stuff?”
Letting me use your lap as a pillow
Looking at you, I understand that this is what you really want to say
I’m happy that the flavor we choose is the same every time
I was surprised that you were humming the same part I was humming
When I thought you must be laughing right now, and then I looked at you,
You were also looking at me and grinning
Things like that…
It’s fun when we’re doing things we never expected to be doing
I like it even more when I know an unexpected side of you〜
After being together for many years,
There are more things I understand, but
Watching the 4th generation members makes me remember
Things such as the audition…!
In the final screening, I sang Spitz’s “Cherry”
I like the lyrics “I’m sure there’s a boisterous future that I’ve never imagined waiting for me” (きっと 想像した以上に 騒がしい未来が僕を待ってる)
Good things or bad things, anything is fine
I hope something happens in my boooring and repetitive daily life
Was what I wished for that time!
I want to tell myself back then that there is a future I’ve never imagined
It’s more fun than I thought!
People are also kinder than I know
Meowー, I don’t think I have to tell her
To myself in the past,
How the future is now
I recently watched a movie about time travel
And, I just realized now
That I’ve clearly been influenced by it
And then I also realized that I was remembering things in a way that was convenient for me
By the way, I didn’t sing the chorus during my audition ehe
I was told to stop right before the chorus…
That’s why the lyrics right before the chorus left such an impression on me!
I’m glad it was more fun than I imagined〜
I’m glad it was more interesting than I imagined〜
When it’s more boring than I imagined
I unconsciously blame myself for having expectations
I’ll blame my own limited capacity for not
finding it interesting
And I’ll move on to watch the next interesting thing
The number of things I want to see and
my ability to create the time for that are not balanced
“Because I don’t have time for that…”
People who don’t say that are cool, aren’t they?
It was a wonderful movie ✈️
It feels similar to envy
From now on, there will still be more
things that will surpass your imagination
Overcoming every day together for over how many years
The more you spend the same time together
I guess we’ll get to know each other better
and fall in love with each other more and more
The same generation, a presence that will stay with you,
It’s a treasure〜
Are the dazzling words that come to my mind
Us meeting and talking almost every day
Like it was just a matter of fact
I’ll tell myself to cherish this time
Translator: keishizaka
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