Flutter (2025.03.31)

Thank you for reading my blog.

 

18 years old third year high school student from Hiroshima prefecture

I am Mukai Itoha

 

I had decided to post this blog on March 31st-!!!

This will be the last time I write ‘third year high school’ in a blog post LOL

 

 

 

I have safely graduated from high school!

 

Thought people kept asking me, “Itochan, can you really graduate?!”… LOL

 

But I made it!!!⟡.·

 

Truly made it. LOL

 

Honestly it’s pretty much thanks to Matono Mio (a genius) that I managed to graduate…

 

^ ܸ.  ̫ .ܸ ^

 

 

I am so glad to have Mio by my side

I practically say that almost every day on our way to school,

And if Mio ever took a day off, I had whine, “then I am not going either!!”,

Having someone my age around made me feel so much at ease…!!

School was fun because Mio was there with me〜♡

 

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I can’t believe my student life is finally over…

 

I am so grateful to my parents for supporting me all the way through school..

Especially my mom, I caused her so much trouble and worry..

 

She supported me endlessly and taught me how to live true to myself

She is truly the best mom in the world-!!!!

 

✿︎

 

 

Since I entered a high school where hardly any of my middle school classmates went

At first I couldn’t adjust at all, I preferred being alone rather being with anyone.

 

But deep down, I still thought,

“This place, isn’t so bad”

 

Even though I preferred being alone at first, over time I made some pleasant friends

 

We’d buy juice from the vending machine and talk until it got dark,

Get obsessed with Rubik’s Cubes during class and keep solving them together even through break time,

Stop by the supermarket on the way home and brought back way a bunch of breads,

Or end up wearing nearly identical outfits by coincidence and feel awkward eating ramen together

 

Looking back, even though it was only for a short time, we really lived such intense period.

 

Things that felt ordinary back then, even the most mundane days, now they all seem to sparkle

Realizing that those shining moments were only for that time makes me feel a little lonely

 

But even though it’s bittersweet, I don’t wish to go back

Maybe because the present is my favorite time in life

 

❀

✿︎

 

The high school I rushed into almost as if I was running away from something at that place and time,

has undoubtedly became a turning point in my life.

 

Not too long ago, I used to think, “Past me was…”

But now, I can look back at every choice I made and say, “You did good!”.

 

That version of me shaped who I am today

 

I want to cherish myself a little more from now on

Hehe

 

❀

 

Those shining moments from back then won’t return,

 

But the new shining moments ahead, we can create those together, right?  ( .ˬ.)”

Let’s go see all kinds of new sights together

 

Until next time.