Thank you for opening [this blog]!
I’m Sakurazaka46’s Onuma Akiho
As I’ve been intently writing and erasing over and over again,
it has taken me so long
I entered the group on 16th February 2020
More than one year has passed since then
I finally got to see my fans for the first time!!
It makes me so happy and delighted
Thanks to you, I’ve learned how fun live shows truly are, and I love them even more!
To everyone who went to the venue!
To everyone who went to watch online!
Truly thank you very much for the three days 🙇🏻♀️
『 BACKS LIVE 』
When this show was decided,
I decided to put everything I had into it
I want to use this show as a chance to be stronger
I thought that I have to be strong
And I’ve always had a conflict within myself
I like to make people laugh, so if I can make people smile with how quirky I am, then I want to give it my all,
But on the other hand, I felt that people would think that I was just a strange girl, while that there is actually more to me than that
That’s why I wanted to use this show
as a chance to show a new side [of myself]
I was really worried, then gathered the courage to nominate for BAN, and I was able to center it,
Every day for the past month, I’ve been fighting with myself in front of the mirror,
I was so frustrated and hated myself when I saw how clumsy and far from ideal my dancing was
But I want to be stronger, and so I keep practicing earnestly without giving up on myself, and because I feel so anxious I feel like I’m about to be crushed, I continue to keep dancing,
When I helplessly feel anxious about the actual performance,
I thought of my fans, who have always been my number one supporter, who look forward to my growth. I thought, “If it’s for them then I can do anything!” and gained courage
“Isn’t it too late to become another person?”
This lyric have blown me away many times
In this song, I am BANned by myself or others
I felt that I become a stronger self
with emotions so strong it’s uncontrollable
Especially when the actual BAN performance start
I was there with an absolutely win or die [feeling]
I felt that I has become stronger
I hope that this BAN that I has put everything into
reached your hearts
I am still lacking and unable to do my ideal performance, but I’d like to continue to do my best that I can become someone you can’t even imagine! And I want to become even stronger!!
To become a necessary presence for Sakurazaka46!!
I’d be happy if you could continue to support me☺︎☺︎
Fuyuka-san and Akane-san who always lead us, and made it easy for us to talk during the MC.
Their letters truly made me happy!
When I was struggling to remember Microscope’s choreography, Rina-san said, “You can rely on me~” and taught me the choreography, I was so happy it made me feel like crying
She always check on me after BAN
She would be happy when my left and right socks are matched
I was always helped by Rina-san’s nonchalant kindness
The six who entered together. In the past month I’ve been supported with them so much there’s no end to the stories I could tell, I feel that in this intense period we deepened our relationship more!
Everyone’s sun 🌞
I think we were able to make it to the day of the show because of Matsuri-chan, who was always thinking about the group!
She also taught me a lot of detailed choreography, I really can’t thank her enough.
Throughout this live, I’ve had so much support from the fans, the members, the managers, the dancers, and the staff
A thank you won’t be enough
It has to be said ten billion times!!!
Truly thank you very much 🙇♀️
The first lightstick color in my life 🐟🌻
Yellow x Pastel Blue
When I found it in the venue, I felt like finding a four-leaf clover! It made me truly happy 🍀 Thank you.
Thank you very much for writing until the end
W-KEYAKI FES is about to begin
I will give it my best 🌞
Let’s make the already hot Summer
even hotter together~~~!
Onuma Akiho 🐟
You were caught in a 21cm swamp
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