Thank you very much for opening my blog☺︎
This is Sakurazaka46’s 4th generation’s
Asai Konomi from Saitama Prefecture
Thank you very much for the 2 days of
“4th Generation Live”
First of all,
I am really happy that the 9 of us were able to stand on that stage
Shinzanmono where we were not able to finish everything together with the 9 of us
It was because of the regret that I felt at that time,
My feelings toward the “4th Generation Live” grew even stronger
Having experienced performing with fewer members makes me feel a sense of comfort and assurance when everyone was there
It was a live where I was once again reminded how important a presence my fellow genmates are
Also,
Even with the unpredictable weather, thank you very much to everyone who come to the venue and also to everyone who watched the livestream
A live show isn’t something that can be made possible by our own effort, it was thanks to the staff and all the buddies’ support, we are able to stand on stage with confidence and peace of mind
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I think there will be times in the future, that I will remember back to these two days
They were that precious to me
One of the things that made me happy was being able to perform a unit song in this live!!
I had the opportunity to perform “Manatsu no daitoryou”☀️
After seeing it performed at “14th Single BACKS LIVE!!”, I thought that I want to perform this someday, who would have thought it would happen this soon~
Another one, I was allowed to perform “Kougen”
This may come as too sudden,
But I am not good at showing my weak side
or to show what’s truly in my heart
Thankfully,
People often tell me things like
“You can do anything”、
or “You’re so capable”
Because of that, I feel like I have been able to handle everything, and that I should not show my weakness
Part of it is also maybe my personality, but I’m afraid of showing my vulnerability
It might be hard to imagine, but I cry very easily,
When I try to reveal everything,
I feel like my emotions will overwhelm me and spill out at once
That’s why I have never been good at putting my words into feeling directly
“Kougen” is a song that allows me to be free
In those moments, I feel as though the version of me that’s an idol and the version of me that’s simply a person coexist as one
I feel like I can lay all of me there,
The struggles, the joy, the light and the shadows
That’s exactly why I was so happy to be able to perform this song at the 4th Generation Live
I hope I can perform it directly for all of you again someday
From partway through, I performed alone on the B stage,
Just between us, I was quietly shedding tears when I looked over and saw everyone on the main stage
I am glad they are with me
At this rate, I feel like I could go on talking forever, so I’ll stop here for now!
It was the best 2 days of my life！！
Over these two days, I found myself thinking once again, ‘”I really love everyone so much”
Once I sorted my photos, I’ll post more of them!
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The 5th round of applications for the online Meet & Greet commemorating the release of the 15th single, ‘Lonesome rabbit / What’s “KAZOKU”?’, is now open
The application deadline is at 2pm⏰
This will be the final application round for the June 21 sessions
Getting to chat with everyone is really something that helps me relax and recharge〜☺︎
I’d be happy if you could come chat with me, as long as it’s within your means and you’re not pushing yourself
I’ll be waiting！！！！
#40
Translator: celebes186
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