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From Shizuoka Prefecture,
I am Sakurazaka46’s Onuma Akiho🐟🌻
The members participating in the 5th single title song
have been announced.
My hopes of becoming one of those members was not realized.
It’s really frustrating that once again I wasn’t able to please all the fans that have been supporting me all this time.
I’m very sorry to all of you.
The last year has felt so long.
There isn’t a day that goes by that I didn’t feel the frustration of not being a member on the title song.
Which is why I was constantly telling myself all the time “I have to grow, I have to grow” so that I could be selected next time.
How much was I able to grow this year?
Even though I thought I was working to my limit,
the wall to becoming a title song member is a high one,
so I think my limit must have been even higher and that’s how hard I would have had to work.
Maybe I had to work harder at meet & greet to get in. My charm isn’t enough.
But in the last year
I was saved by the words and presence of all those who have been supporting me so much.
You’ve all become an important presence to me that I’ve come to love more and more
I’d think to myself, “Would it make them happy if I was able to do this?” or “I want to make them happy, so I’ll try to do it!” and it’s because I’ve had you all in front of me that I was able to face that and take up the challenge.
Always having the presence of the fans in my life has given me the strength and power to try my best.
No matter how difficult things got, I was always able to overcome it because you’ve all been so full of love.
I truly mean it.
I’m awkward in everything I do and there are times I hate myself for it but,
I’ve been awkward my whole life and because I’ve had to face myself for that, I’ve become a girl that can work harder than others.
And that’s why I believe in myself.
I want to do everything in my power to improve the charms that are unique to me.
All the dreams I have right now are because I want to be useful to Sakurazaka and so it’s only here that those dreams can come true.
And so, becoming a title song member is something I absolutely do not want to give up on. And I don’t want any of you to give up on me, either.
I love you all, so I’ll do my best to make you all love me too.
During the 5th single
I’ll do everything I can to impress you all with how much I’ve grown!!
Thank you so much
for always supporting me!
Please continue to do so!!
Rena as center✨Rei-chan in Sakura Eight✨Kira-chan in the title song✨I’m so happy for them☺︎
Please look forward to the 5th single, ok?🌸
for reading until the end.
You’ve been caught in a 59cm deep swamp
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